My Eyes Are Dry

Have you ever had a life experience that really just gives you a wake up call or someone in your family suddenly falls ill and it seems like everything that was a source of stress just melts away in your life?

That’s about where I’m at right now.  I feel my eyes well up, but there are no tears that are able to flow down.  I am reminded of the great missionary Keith Green’s song which is on my heart right now.  If you care enough to ask, I may or may not respond about what’s going on… just a hard situation.

Nevertheless, the lyrics are something to the effect of…

My eyes are dry
My faith is old
My heart is hard
My prayers are cold
And I know I ought to be
Alive to You, and dead to me

But what can be done for an old heart like mine
But soften it up with oil and wine
The oil is You, Your Spirit of love
Please wash me anew
With the wine of Your Blood

I know that most know me as the stoic, highly technical geek and ghost that comes and goes like the vapor of breath… my eyes are dry right now and yet my heart feels so old…

Mute Math – Transformers (Soundtrack from the Motion Picture) – Transformers Theme

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One thought on “My Eyes Are Dry

  1. sorry you’re havin a tough time. if i can help, let me know. i’m just your coworker, but you seem to already know what i think most of the time 😉

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